What do I do?
I gave her everything
helped her get away from him
I even bot her a new phone so that she can stay out of contact with him
do whatever i can do to make her happy

she decides that she don't want a serious relationship till after highschool
i can live with that
she decides to date a guy in highschool, it's not serious, he don't want anything serious either
of course he does, he's crushed on you for ages
she starts talking to HIM...ryan...the exboyfriend that abused her so much
i helped you twice to get away from him, and you still go back
wat am i to do now......i love her....it hurts to be around her, more to be away from her.....
i'm all alone now....
i can't stand it...
i want to go away...
to disappear....
to run...
to hide...
to die...................

but i can't
i have to be strong...
i have a family to take care of
one that's losing the house we live in
so i can't go...i have to stay
i must suffer....after their taken care of, then i can go.......
then i won't have to suffer
then i won't have to deal with everything anymore
then i can.....end it all....once everyone don't need me, then everything will be fine for me to go
that is my plan
that is my life